i’m here to destress

I would love to complain and rant to actual human beings instead of into this empty space on a browser. but time doesn’t permit even that.

today was the first time i did work in a train. the last train headed towards kranji. i can’t believed i worked on powerpoint slides in the mrt!!

CAT is driving me nuts. so much work to do for just one credit. damn they should make that course 2 credits or sth! we were so tied up with all the modeling on excel and programming n macro-ing the stupid excel sheet that we didn’t have time to prepare for the slides for presentation. presentaion is randomised. we don’t know for sure we’ll be picked tmr, but we have to be prepared. which explains my presence here at this time when my brain should be resting.

sometimes its gd to be in a grp. but there’re also times i wished i worked along. like when we decide on the flow of the presentation and the slides are delegated to one person and i don’t like/agree with what that person does. and so i end up being stubborn and staying up late to come up with a new version for the grp to consider. not even sure which version we’ll be using inthe end. and the persentatino is a mere 10& of the grade. which is like less than my class part. and i don’t even try a tenth as hard as this for class part. -.- i don’t know why.

gosh thank god for a blog. such an efficient way to rant and grumble. to just get things off without having to think if i’m making sense or if the blog understands what i’m talking abt. just rant and grumble. does tht make sense?

maybe i shld make such posts private so i don’t sound disoriented and crazy.

even after cat tomorrow there’s still so mch work to be done. AHH! so irritating

have to work hard to keep my temper in check. n to still keep being joyful and stressless.